This Guilt

by Happy(?)

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May you remind me where we left off?

I can't seem to seek the truth, it hurts to know we've had to stop

complete with the failure to calm down

may need to seek, someone else in some other town.

this guilt it hurts, more than you'll ever know

I'd never thought it would be this easy, for you to let go

regardless of this distance, do you still love me so?

I tried letting patience pull us through

but we couldn't come to terms with being far from view

imprisoning ourselves on mere hope

had no choice but to plummet down an indecisive slope

[repeat chorus]

scattered feelings, seeing you with someone else

attempt to paint the picture, but all the colors abuse themselves

[repeat chorus]

do you still miss me so?

ohh, ooohhh


released September 2, 2014



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Happy(?) Hawthorne, New York

Besides being a (currently) one-man band of Jake Kussmaul, from Hawthorne, NY, "Happy(?)" entails uncertain happiness without discontent. In the midst of ultimate heartbreak--girl after girl, year after year--you're bound to pick up a guitar, sing your heart out, and wish you had a drummer. ... more

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